Drown

Gue bingung
Ini gue yang bego
Apa gue yang kurang beruntung
Gue selalu jatuh cinta
Pada waktu yang salah
Tempat yang salah
Orang yang salah.

Seakan dunia belum ingin melihat gue bahagia
Dengan segala khayalan gue tentang cinta
Mungkin karena dunia
Ingin gue masuk kuliah dulu
Kuliah di Universitas yang gue idamkan (AMIN)

Dan disinilah gue
Mengeluh di blog yang genap 4 tahun menemani gue
Dengan mata sembab karena abis nonton film sedih
Dan rasa yang belum mau pergi

Rasa ini bagaikan infinity
Tidak ada ujungnya
Tapi sesekali gue berpikir
Untuk apa

Untuk apa
Toh gue akan ditinggalkan
Toh gue bukan pilihan
Toh gue bukan dia

Untuk apa
Pertanyaan yang terus menglayut
Apa
Tolong beri gue alasan

Sebenarnya gue udah tau
It's all over again
Sakit hati yang umum
Lalu kenapa gue tetap memilih untuk tetap bego

Lalu setelah ini
Apa
Gaada apa-apa kan
Gaakan pernah ada apa-apa

Gue nggak butuh lo ngerti
Cuma gue yang nggak bisa
Bukan salah lo
Salah gue

Salah gue kenapa gue harus punya perasaan yang lain
Salah gue kenapa harus lo
Salah gue kenapa harus kayak gini
Salah gue, semua salah gue

Kadang cara terbaik seseorang mengungkapkan rasa cintanya adalah dengan memendamnya rapat

Kadang gue berharap gue dan lo nggak pernah kenal
Lebih baik sepertinya

Lalu setelah lo sama dia
Apa
Apa yang gue akan perbuat
Meratap
Memaki kebodohan diri gue sendiri

Gue nggak bisa apa-apa
Nggak akan pernah bisa

Hati ini yang terganggu

Banks - Drowning

You tried to lie, I can see that you don't need me
(Need me don't need me, need me don't need me)
All of your words, they have been cursed with dishonesty
(With dishonesty, with dishonesty)

Take it from the girl you claimed to love
You gonna get some bad karma
I'm the one who had to learn to build a heart made of armor
From the girl who made you soup and tied your shoes when you were hurting
You are not deserving, you are not deserving

(Why would you stay?)
I can see that you wanted me cold
(Caught in the way)
You're so bold while you're watching me moan

You tried to hide, I can see that you don't see me
(that you don't see me, that you don't see me)
What do you gain by the names that you're calling me?
(That you're calling me, that you're calling me)

Take it from the girl you claimed to love
You gonna get some bad karma
I'm the one who had to learn to build a heart made of armor
From the girl who made you soup and tied your shoes when you were hurting
You are not deserving, you are not deserving

(Cause I'm drowning for ya)

(Why would you stay?)
I can see that you wanted me cold
(Caught in the way)
You're so bold while you're watching me moan

Holding out
Like you could pull me down
Cause I'm drowning for ya
(Cause I'm drowning for ya)
Cause I'm drowning for ya

Can you follow me out to the water?
I can show you were sinking deeper
Let me know
Cause I'm drowning for ya

Can you follow me out to the water?
I can show you were sinking deeper
Let me know
Cause I'm drowning for ya

Can you follow me out to the water?
I can show you were sinking deeper
Let me know
Cause I'm drowning for ya

Can you follow me out to the water?
I can show you were sinking deeper
Let me know
Cause I'm drowning for ya